July 20, 2008
FINDING A LOST ANIMAL

Loosing an animal is a painful and frustrating experience. I'd like to share my experiences in the hope it'll help others in this situation. Bruiser is not an animal that's just gone off wandering. Each of the three times we've been parted have been unique situations, which initially seem dissimilar. The first time escaping from a new family in Kenya, in territory 1 1/2 hours from where he'd been a community dog his entire life. The second time jumping from the van a few miles from where we'd been camping in Costa Rica, scared by fireworks. And the third I feel, just thinking, I'm fed up with being stuck in the van while waiting for Lorraine, and managing to open the sliding door and taking off.

One of the keys is to not give up and to do your best to quell panic, eat, sleep and make sure you're strong, so you can be useful for your animal. Time needs to be spent 'away' from the chaos. As Ronni Hall the animal communicator I used to help find him says, 'How can you hear in the middle of the eye of the storm?' The animal IS out there somewhere. It's a matter of putting your knowledge of the animal and terrain together with the information given you by the animal communicator and your pet. It's a three way process.

In Kenya, because the terrain was so vast, my first priority was finding out if he was dead or alive. The first email from Ronni Hall confirmed he was. But every first email she's sent to me, has given me little information. It's almost like I need to get some initial searching out of the way. I'm guessing with Ronni Hall, the first conversation is like a conversation with any new 'person'. It's exploratory.

During this incident in Chile, my second e-mail to her was to obtain specific information to continue my search. I wrote her: I'd like to tell you the terrain, and what I'm now telling Bruiser. And if you connect with him, if you can tell him too. There's HIGH desert/sand mountains on one side of town that slope down to the sea. I need him to head to the sea. That's a few streets from where I lost him and where I'll keep parking. I fear he headed away from the sea. I just don't feel him here. I feel I'm in the wrong place. It's a maze of streets....

And here's the important part. While waiting for her reply, initially I bicycled further afield. But I returned to the van, where Dog was sleeping, and we went for a walk on the beach with a golf ball. I laughed and loosened up. In Greek mythology after Persephone is abducted by Hades and taken into the Underworld, her mother Demeter is beside herself with worry. It's not until she meets another goddess who tells her obscene jokes, that Demeter is able to see the situation clearly, and answer clarifying questions. Such was the case when Ronni Hall replied to me.

Here was the information I received from Ronni Hall: Bruiser's not hurt, but is tired. Sitting down. Was by some weeds. Something had gotten his attention - he showed me a hot pink flash he needed to check out. He told me different places have different smells and feelings and it can be very confusing, dizzying, hard to find your way and find center, balance. He is not down the cliff to the surf. By buildings. Camp? I saw a truck. There's a wall. Kept hearing a wall. Big white wall. Crouched down almost hidden. Afraid to come out.

I'd like to explain that Ronni Hall has never met myself or my dogs. We've never even communicated by telephone, solely by email. In-between the times he's been missing, we've shared a few emails where the topic is publishing. But that's all. She doesn't know who I am as a person. I have no ulterior motive to publicize or promote her. Her speciality is not locating missing animals, but other areas of the human/animal bond, but she's assisted me in locating Bruiser three times, on three different continents. This time, I was in a city with lots of traffic. I waited less than two hours before contacting her.

You'll be given advice by people. Listen to it. But also realize, no one knows your animal as much as you. Every time Bruiser was missing someone would say, 'He'll be near markets, restaurants. A food source.' As much as Bruiser lives for food, that wasn't the case any of the three times. Each time, he fled away from areas inhabited by lots of people, because despite his bravado appearance, he is leery of strangers.

Despite going to bed early, I couldn't sleep from excitement that the next morning after receiving the clues from Ronni Hall, that I'd find Bruiser. This is an important mental key. You're going out to FIND your animal, NOT search for them. You could SEARCH for years. You will FIND only once. I slept until midnight, and dosed for the next three hours. Just after 3 am I sat bolt upright. I'd finally drifted into sleep, but now was not the time. I wanted to go out into the city when the traffic was at a minimum.

I was ready in five minutes and headed away from Copec and town, and the areas I'd been searching. I had one crucial clue in Ronni Hall's email. "He is not down the cliff to the surf." That meant, I'd been searching in the wrong area entirely, as the area around Copec was only at a slightly higher elevation than the sea. So he had to be further south. For reasons I don't know, I knew he wasn't north along the coast, and though I'd searched east towards the sand mountains, I hadn't gone beyond a certain street, as that didn't feel right either. This new information narrowed the search considerably.

The other clue was the high white wall. Just over a mile south, was a very long wall, dividing houses from the busy four lane highway that ran alongside the ocean. But as I approached, I knew it wasn't the right one. In fact, I hadn't realized until that moment, how many high white walls there were. I fought off frustration and fear and the feeling that though I had these clues from Bruiser and Ronni Hall, the legwork was up to me. It still seemed a daunting task.

When Bruiser was lost in Kenya, the first clue she gave was 'tall grasses'. Panicked, I was angry and thought, 'Well, that narrows the search down to most of Africa!' I wasn't angry this time, but this was a perplexing clue. Iquiqui is a desert city. Weeds don't grow and flourish in sand. But the only weeds I'd seen were in a few badly maintained parks.

Ronni Hall mentioned a camp, (with a question mark) and a truck. I knew that this must mean a construction site - a wide sprawling space with some activity. But as I drove south, there seemed to be very little construction in this area. I passed an Esso station. This was one of only three gas stations I'd gotten gas after arriving in Chile. At each one, I'd met men who cared for dogs. This one was no different. I'd thought of stopping there before, but didn't. It was almost half a mile beyond the marker I'd mentally set.

I headed further south than Esso, and got out a few times with and without my bicycle and called in areas where there were white walls or construction going on. But never weeds. And none of the places felt right. I tried another place which had large expensive home overlooking the ocean and called Bruiser's name, loud as always, completely uncaring if the Gringa looking for a dog at 4:30 in the morning woke anyone up. Nothing. Just my voice echoing off the walls. I came to a huge pile of dirt that must've been delivered for construction purposes. I needed a pee. And I needed to think about where I'd go next, as I was now returning north again, and the cliffs weren't very high. Squatting with pants down, I contemplated the dilemma of where to go next. And suddenly a dog came out of nowhere. In front of me was Bruiser.

As with the two times before, it was a surreal experience to have what seemed almost impossible to attain - a reunion with a beloved animal - there in front of me. The fantasy became a reality. He whimpering excitedly and circling me again and again, and me struggling to pull up and zipper my pants. Not exactly a Kodak moment, and if a film was ever made, that scene would certainly be altered. Though the emotion would not.

And then, he walked away and into a construction area. He was wanting me to follow, so I did. As with the first time I tried to find him in Kenya (I hadn't lost him, as he was not yet my dog - you'll hear this story in On a Mission from DOG), it was clear that he had spent much of his time hunkered down, as all the smells on this little avenue were new to him. This was confusing to me, as wasn't this where he'd been spending his time?

A few days later, we returned to this spot. When I stopped the van, Bruiser looked at me with eyes wide with horror. What was he thinking? When it became clear we were going to walk here, he was excited and eager to explore. A new daytime world was revealed, one I hadn't seen with my poor night vision. A high white wall, some of it covered by hot pink bougainvillea blossoms. Was this the hot pink flash he'd wanted Ronni Hall and me to see?

We continued down the drive past the construction site in the direction of the sea. The scene awaiting me was incredible. Another high white wall, this one with graffiti, and below that, an area of at least twenty square yards of more grasses and weeds than I'd seen in all of Iquiqui. Lush and green, fed by run-off water. His water source and the weeds Ronni Hall had said he was hiding behind. Further down, closer to the ocean, was an area fenced by netting which looked like a camp of sorts and beyond that, about five trucks, all pouring something via hoses into the sea. The remaining clues.

The morning we were reunited, we walked back to the van and I gave him food and water. The next priority was letting Ronni Hall know he'd been found. We drove back to the Copec station which has wifi and is open 24 hours. But there was a bigger priority. A walk to bring the three of us back together as a pack. Now 5 am, the traffic was much less. And since it was a holiday, there wouldn't be the normal rush in a few hours. So we roamed through streets I'd searched for Bruiser, over to the supermarket which they'd only explored a little before and after I'd shopped, and then a huge empty lot which had been home to a circus the past weeks. All before dawn. A joy and one I didn't allow myself often enough, too often saying to them, "I'm too busy, another time, I need my sleep, I have work to do..." Certainly, we walk everyday, but too often it's not the walks they deserve.

There was a more personal part of Ronni Hall's e-mail that needed exploring. She wrote: He got very serious and said he had conflicted feelings to tell you. The effect of the travelling to different places has gotten very hard on him. The unfamiliarity in his life right now is very stressful. He wanted me to relay this to you in the best way possible and was very concerned how you would take this as it is what you do. He wants to stay put for a while. He needed your attention right now. He says you'll find him but you need to hear this message. He's tired.

The message hit home. Bruiser IS tired, and has been for some time. I'd wanted to e-mail Ronni Hall about this previously, but there always seemed to be other priorities. I'd expected to be in wild country where they could sniff and chase wild animals long, long ago. I never dreamed it would take so long to get there - a combination of working while traveling, and putting so much time and energy into On a Mission from DOG, that I had no time or energy left to pursue money producing articles which would let me head south with enough gas money to make faster progress.

How long had I been promising them, "We'll be there soon. Just one more week..." But the wild places I promised, never appeared. Certainly we'd experienced some amazing and wonderful places. But not what would make them the happiest - or me. Having these two dogs accompany me wasn't just about companionship. We had a firm partnership. I wanted them to be as happy as possible.

I've promised them for weeks we'll be leaving 'in a few days'. I'd been side-tracked by a mother dog and three pups, finishing On a Mission from DOG, as well as a delayed magazine payment, which was preventing me getting brake work done. My plan is as soon as the money comes in, (any day I've been promised), we will head south, then east into Argentina where money will buy me more gas, and then head south until we reach those mountains, grasses and wild places. It's long journey, at least 35 hours. At that point, I'm committed to either camping for months in one place, or finding a little place to rent.

In the coming days, a few people asked where I'd found him. When I replied, 'Near the Esso station,' they all had the same reaction. 'That's not far,' as if to imply, it all made sense, and therefore, an easy search. Easy to say in hindsight. Though Iquiqui has vague boundaries, like many cities, it is still a maze of streets, obstacles, and dangers. And I was searching in the wrong places.

If using an animal communicator such as Ronni Hall isn't appealing to you, as a preventative measure there is also a device called Global Pet Finder which uses a GPS tracking system. It doesn't work in S. America, but it might in your area. And if you loose your animal and want to contact me for any reason, please don't hesitate to e-mail.

July 18, 2008

I have much to say and many thoughts about what happened concerning Bruiser being lost, and then found with the great assistance of Ronni Hall. How many people can say they've lost a pet, and then found him THREE different times, in three different countries, with the help of the same animal communicator? Please be patient, the story will have to wait a few days. ALSO, if you've ordered On a Mission from Dog, some glitches are being sorted. Should be all ready for download in a day or two.

We returned to Playa Blanca at 6am, only to discover MamaD's front paws both swollen, one grotesquely. Isabelle and I took her to the vet, who said she had bite wounds, and was then run over by a car - four bones in her paw were fractured. Later in the afternoon, I discovered one of the original pack also had a fractured leg, and another a sprain. All this happened during the full moon. The waves have never been higher at high tide, or the waves so furious. I'll be updating as soon as I can, but my first priority is to get brake work done, buy supplies, take MamaD back to the vet, before leaving here. I've made Bruiser a promise. We're heading for the mountains to stay put a while.

While your waiting, please check out the wonderful African sounds at On a Mission from Dog. I've also uploaded the Introduction that I'd love you to hear.

July 16, 2008

At 4:30 am, after looking for an hour, I FOUND BRUISER!!! He was missing about 36 hours. In the later afternoon, I'd received the following email from Ronni. It hit home. I knew definitely, that everything she'd 'heard' from Bruiser was correct. I went to bed very excited that I was going to FIND him. As with the second time, I wouldn't be 'searching' for him, I'd be 'finding' him. I distinct difference. I had some idea of where he might be, and it was NOWHERE near where I'd been looking. Let me tell you, this woman is fantastic. This is the THIRD time she's done this with Bruiser, and is responsible for me finding him every time. Check out her website: http://www.RonniAnnHall.com . I will put up more details tomorrow. Right now, we need to go back to Playa Blanca, and I need to get some sleep. Despite going to bed early, I've only slept 4 hours in the past two nights. We'll be leaving here in a few days.

Ronni's session to find Bruiser.

Bruiser's not hurt, but is tired. Sitting down. Was by some weeds. Something had gotten his attention--he showed me a hot pink flash, he needed to check out. He told me different places have different smells and feelings and it can be very confusing, dizzying, hard to find your way and find center, balance.

July 15, 2008

I look for Bruiser from 2 to 4 in the morning. I'm not a night person and I'm always surprised how much activity goes on at night. I call constantly while bicycling through the streets. Nothing. The first time I lost Bruiser in Kenya, the story which is in the book On a Mission from Dog, he wasn't mine. But by then, I knew we were supposed to be together.

The second time was just over a year ago in Costa Rica. I'd planned to leave the country in a month, but knew I could and would not without him. He was gone four days, spooked by fireworks going off while I was in the bank. I searched endlessly through the small town before contacting Ronni Hall. http://RonniAnnHall.com. I was looking in totally the wrong area, and once she put me straight, I had him the next day.

Again, I'm searching the same streets, over and over and feel he's not here. But Playa Blanca is about five miles away. In Costa Rica, Bruiser headed back to our campsite, but go lost en route. I'll return to Playa Blanca in a few hours. I need to get another hour of sleep. And hope I can connect to the internet to see if there's a reply from Ronni Hall. Damn. I wish I could connect here in my van all the time... Very frustrating. The signal says I'm connected, but I'm not.

What I don't understand, and which is really irrelevant, is I was sitting inside the internet cafe, I was right by the open door, when he got out. I heard nothing to spook him, and no barking. And yet, when I returned to the van, dog was alarmed about something.

By 9am, I've gone back to Playa Blanca to let Isabelle and people know that he's missing, and where I'm camped in case he comes back. I've also heard back from Ronni Hall, but the info is from last night when I could no longer connect and possibly no longer valid. I need to keep looking.

Typically, Dog seems totally unconcerned. If only we could communicate with our animals better....

It's 2:30 and I have to stop searching as the traffic's too heavy. He won't hear me calling and it's too dangerous if he hears me and runs. This is a daunting task, and discouraging. But it seemed that way the other two times too.

The good news is there's plenty of food sources around. Lots of bags of garbage he can rummage through. And, a few water sources. Not many, and he'll get dehydrated. I see him with me again. I've promised him for so long we're close to the mountains, where there'll be wild animals to chase. We've had darn little. It's taken too long.

If you're interested in searching for lost dogs, I wrote an article last year for Fido Friendly when Bruiser was lost in Costa Rica for four days. You can read it by downloading the pdf: http://www.lorrainechittock.com/pdf/FidoLostAndFound-SO07.pdf

July 14, 2008

I've lost Bruiser. We went into town because I needed to do internet work, and buy food. I parked in a new place, and went inside the internet cafe, as I wasn't getting a signal at the gas station. After a half hour, I went outside and the sliding door of the van was slightly open, and only Dog was inside - and looking a bit scared. He's opened the door before if it's not jammed shut.

It's now been six hours, I've bicycled all over and called, and nothing. This is the third time I've lost him, the first in Kenya, the second in Costa Rica. Each of those times I found him with the help of an animal communicator by the name of Ronni Hall. I've emailed her again. I'd planned to spend the night in town - to do internet things, not look for Bruiser. I'm going to sleep early and when the traffic dies down, and it's quiet, I'll go out looking again. He's never been lost in a city before. He's always frustrated we don't go on more city walks...